Father I come to you hurting. I know your love for me is intoxicating, passionate, all-fulfilling; and that your plan for my life is the best thing that could ever happen.
but God, right now it hurts. Right now I’m struggling to see the beauty in what You’re doing. Father just please, hold me. God I can’t get through this alone. I simply can’t. God just hold me.
I will praise you in good times, I will praise you in bad. I will praise you as this change happens, and I will praise you when I understand again. I will not lose you through this, and I will not turn away. You are my God, You are my strength, You are my everything, no matter how much it hurts.
Father hold me.